The Princess Wei Yang Chapter 83 - Part 2
January 06, 2018Chapter 83 Aristocrat Part 2
[1] 嫔 pín denotes that Tuoba Zhen’s mother was a low-ranking, imperial concubine
[2] Wangshu - Imperial uncle, the Emperor’s brother
[3] A beauty, beautiful woman
[4] Yongping Marquis
[5] Zheng fei - Imperial Princess, the official wife of a prince, not a consort or a concubine
It occurred to Tuoba Yu that Li Wei Yang was
willing to help him at any cost, perhaps she had feelings for him. Something in
his heart began to stir, like willow leaves brushing across the surface of
water. He subconsciously wanted to touch her hand.
Li Wei Yang suddenly took a couple steps back,
avoiding his hand.
Tuoba Yu was puzzled, unable to understand her
reaction.
Li Wei Yang understood herself, the look in
her eyes returning to normal, her expressions gentle: “Qi Dianxia, I hope you
understand that I may be helping you, but no such affections will come in
between.”
Tuoba Yu was completely speechless, the
idealistic bubble from within had disappeared without a trace. Despite his cold
expressions, his astonishment was clear.
Behind the decorative mountain, Li Min De
smiled.
He knew Sanjie would not see Tuoba Yu that
way. Perhaps realizing that leaving Gongzhu to eavesdrop had been foolish, he
looked down and wryly smiled. His lowered eyelashes seemed to hide his
feelings, the youthful lines of his eyebrows made his face seem warmer, the
sadness and frustration had soon evaporated.
However, Li Wei Yang’s attitude did not anger
Tuoba Yu. On the other hand, he felt that Li Wei Yang’s eyes were consumed with
a fiery passion that could burn others alive - only at this time, he had yet to
understand that those were not feelings towards him but her hatred against
Tuoba Zhen.
“If Qi Dianxia feels that I have spoken
wisely, then you should quickly take action against Tuoba Zhen.” Li Wei Yang
reminded him.
Tuoba Yu was still hesitant: “San ge, I have
actually wronged him.” His eyes wavered, revealing his inner turmoil.
Li Wei Yang could not help but look to him: “I
don’t understand what you are trying to say.”
Tuoba Yu paused. He did not know why but in
her presence, he was prepared to tell her everything: “San ge’s birth mother
was a low-born palace maid. This is something everyone knows, but there are
certain details outsiders do not know of.”
Tuoba Zhen’s mother, Liu pin was originally a
palace maid that caught the Emperor’s attention and was suddenly elevated to a
high status.[1]
After that, she gave birth to a lovely little huangzi. Those were happier days,
unfortunately, she died not long after. Li Wei Yang knew this part of the
story, but Tuoba Zhen had never mentioned a word of it to her. Others did not
dare to speak of it either, so when she heard this, she asked: “Could there
have been a particular reason?”
Tuoba Yu had kept it in his heart for almost
ten years and did not even tell Zhang De Fei. He always felt that it was a
stone at the bottom of his heart, a burden he could not get rid of it. Now the
words were waiting on the tip of his tongue, eager to be heard.
“It had to do with me.” Tuoba Yu spoke
frankly, unearthing the secrets hidden in his heart to Li Wei Yang. He
intuitively trusted her, “That year, the Imperial guards discovered outsiders
had entered the Forbidden Palace, so every place was to be searched. I was
going home after class. On my way back, I saw a silhouette with a large dagger
flash by. I was only six years old and scared. The dark garbed individuals
leapt up and down, then disappeared over the palace walls. A while later, the
head of the Imperial guards led pursuers over on horseback--” It was as if the
past appeared before his eyes. Tuoba Yu’s voice grew hoarse and strangely
foreboding: “The guards asked which direction they went off in, everyone else
was terrified, unable to say a word, but I said they went northwest.”
Li Wei Yang slightly pursed her lips as his
intense gaze landed on her. She was afraid this had more to do with other
secrets in the palace than him.
“Liu pin’s Fei Cui Palace was in that
direction. The guards surrounded Fei Cui Palace, Fu Huang came as well, he had
not expected the guards whom he personally sent out to search had found the
secret letter Liu pin had sent to Zhou Wangshu outside the Palace.[2] That
year Zhou Wangshu battled against Fu Huang for the throne, his entire family
was imprisoned, and now a letter from the Emperor’s concubine to Zhou Wangshu
had been found… How could Fu Huang spare her?”
Tuoba Yu finished his anecdote with a weary
expression.
Li Wei Yang did not say anything. She already
knew the outcome. The Emperor was furious and Liu pin was executed, then Zhou
Wangshu’s entire family was eliminated. Later on, Tuoba Zhen was brought to Wu
Xian Fei to raise, Wu Xian Fei was close to the Empress, so Tuoba Zhen and
Taizi were close and deeply respected the Empress. However, this part of the
story was left out by Wu Xian Fei. Likewise, the Emperor announced that Liu pin
died of an illness, leaving some face for Tuoba Zhen. Those who knew the truth,
knew very clearly that despite her low-birth, Liu pin had given birth to a
prince, and someone found her to be an eyesore and found a way to harm her.
Li Wei Yang smiled: “The person behind it
seems to know Bixia’s temperament well, understanding Bixia wanted to eliminate
Zhou Wangshu at the very roots, so they found a good excuse for him to do so.”
Tuoba Yu was taken aback.
Li Wei Yang’s voice was calm but emotionless:
“Dianxia, is it still not clear? Many matters, Dianxia should not overthink,
perhaps they have nothing to do with you. Dianxia saw the dark garbed intruders
and told the truth, there is nothing wrong with that. In the end, the person
who truly killed Liu pin, for one, is the person behind this, second would be
the Emperor Bixia himself. Whether Liu pin conspired with outsiders or not is
not important, the important thing is that the Emperor only needed to sacrifice
a meiren to uproot Zhou Wangshu.”[3]
How could Tuoba Yu not understand this, but he
felt guilty because if it wasn’t for him, perhaps Liu pin would not be dead. He
had pointed the guards in that direction, helping the culprit accuse Liu pin of
the crime. For that reason, Tuoba Yu still tolerated Tuoba Zhen out of guilt,
moreover, he could sympathize as they were both sons of the Emperor, and would
have to face slaughter and bloodshed.
“You are right, Fu Huang’s reaction was the
deciding factor in this matter. If he had believed Liu pin, then he would not
allow San ge to lose his mother at a young age.” Tuoba Yu murmured, his
expressions growing bitter, unable to explain his conflict.
Li Wei Yang laughed, and in this tense moment,
her bright smile seemed even more brilliant. Tuoba Yu looked at her in
surprise, Li Wei Yang’s expressions hardened like ice: “Do not pity Tuoba Zhen,
if anything, Tuoba Zhen had soon guessed who was behind it.”
Tuoba Yu frowned.
“Concerning this, who has the most to gain
from it?” Li Wei Yang asked with a smile.
Behind the decorative mountain, Li Min De
could not help but frown. By saying this, Sanjie clearly meant…
“Wu Xian Fei.” Tuoba Yu answered.
Li Wei Yang’s smile seemed warm and gentle:
“Indeed, Wu Xian Fei, she has Yongping Hou supporting her and Bixia’s favor,
but her greatest flaw was being childless. Surely she must steal someone else’s
child, but she could not touch the others. Naturally, the most appropriate
target was Liu pin without any support and had given birth to San Huangzi.”
Tuoba Yu did not say anything. Although he
felt Wu Xian Fei was not a cruel woman in those regards, his intuition told him
Li Wei Yang was right.
“As for the person behind Liu pin’s death,
Bixia knows, the Empress knows, and Tuoba Zhen certainly knows. The important
thing is that he chose his enemy to be his adoptive mother. Even if he can
fight back, he will still pretend to be a filial son. He has grown up and can
avenge Liu pin, yet he remains Wu Xian Fei’s good son and good grandson of
Yongping Hou Ye, does Dianxia not understand?[4] For the throne, he is
willing to do everything! Even if he was told to kneel down and kiss Wu Xian
Fei’s feet, he would solemnly do so, he has no fear or shame!” If anything,
Tuoba Zhen had caught onto Tuoba Yu’s hesitance and pressed every bit of
usefulness he could from this.
This person was far more terrifying than evil
spirits and demons.
“You are saying San ge is ruthless.” Tuoba Yu
frowned in disagreement.
Li Wei Yang laughed aloud, thought to herself,
you have no idea, he is far more ruthless than you could imagine, someone who
could cut off the legs and kill off the official wife who supported him through
difficult times and was even prepared to die for him. This man, you still hope
that he will have a shred of conscience?
“This world has always been unfair, if one
does not want to be the fish, then you can only be the fisherman’s knife!” Li
Wei Yang coldly retorted.
She had said enough today and was not
interested in saying more. If one was to lament injustice, then in this life,
no one was as unjust as the Heavens were to her! She was born in an
inauspicious month and driven out of the Li residence, if it wasn’t for San
Huangzi’s marriage prospects, then in this life, she would never become Li
Xiaojie. Later on in life, countless other miseries would keep her company. She
wallowed in her resentment for a long time and lamented to the almighty Heavens
for the glaring injustices.
Although her fury burned vehemently that year,
perhaps because she had soon destroyed this injustice. Li Wei Yang laughed
hoarsely, her voice brimming with confidence, arrogance, and even passion: “As
long as you are the ruler of this world, what you say is fair, and no one would
say half a word!” Li Wei Yang’s stare burned like a fiery cloud.
Tuoba Yu slightly shuddered, not out of fear
but the passion Li Wei Yang had ignited! She could express his aspirations so
vividly, how could he not be moved? He wanted to become Emperor and truly stand
at the peak of the world!
Seeing the changes in his attitude, a
satisfied smile appeared on her face: “Dianxia, the palace struggles change in
the blink of an eye, both sides put in every last bit of strength. Life and
death are decided in a moment, has there been anyone destined for great things
who could not be cut down by the enemy? Therefore, I hope that before Tuoba
Zhen takes action, you must cut off his wings, so he would never dare to touch
the throne!”
Her breathing was overflowing with hatred and
anger. Tuoba Yu did not notice this, he only felt she had taken someone by
surprise and evoked surging emotions.
Nearby, Li Min De listened, a smile appearing
on his lips as if intrigued.
He did not think Li Wei Yang was merciless, he
only felt she was passionate. Daring to love, daring to hate, daring to think
and even take action, while paying no mind to others’ opinions, something
stirred in his heart like warm wine sloshing in the wine pot. He quietly
retreated along the worn path. No one would have thought he was hiding behind
the artificial mountain, Tuoba Yu’s guards stood outside, even the Li family
were not aware of a hiding place within the decorative mountain.
Tuoba Yu sighed in relief: “I understand now.
I know what I must do now.”
Li Wei Yang smiled faintly.
Tuoba Yu caught onto her subtle expressions,
his heart stirred - he felt a warm and tender stirring. In this conversation,
the unease that had accumulated in his heart suddenly dissipated, as long as Li
Wei Yang supported and understood him, in the future, even if the world judged
him, he would feel that he had acted righteously.
He realized his feelings towards Li Wei Yang
were completely different from before.
She had evoked an intimacy that made him feel
as if they were old friends.
Tuoba Yu instinctively stepped forward and
tightly held Li Wei Yang’s hand. After speaking with her for so long, he felt
that she was a highly important person and would not let go.
Li Wei Yang furrowed her eyebrows, the silence
that had settled over the two of them slowly grew ambiguous.
On a moment of impulse, Tuoba Yu had decided.
Holding her hand tightly, his voice was calm yet determined: “I will make a
request to Fu Huang to make you Zheng fei.”[5]
Tuoba Yu promised her the position of Zheng
fei. Li Wei Yang understood his intentions but did not reveal her bashfulness
or panic. She was a determined, logical individual, not a xiao guniang that
easily became infatuated. Her eyes gleamed under the sunshine like warm water,
but her eyes were cold: “Dianxia, I have already said that such affections are
not reliable. I will help you but only as an associate and a friend. You need a
wife who can help you, not someone who holds the title of Xianzhu only in name.
If you put this request forward again, forgive me for being impolite.” She
quickly withdrew her hand.
She understood herself. While she had the
appearance of a xiao guniang, only remnants of her were left within, it was
difficult for genuine feelings to arise. For that reason, she would not forget
her vow in the previous life! She would not enter the palace or become Tuoba
Yu’s Zheng fei or anyone else’s, she did not want to relive that experience
again! Whether it was Tuoba Yu or anyone else, nothing would change her
decision!
She knew the more power a noble had, the more
likely they will act on their words. Turning down someone like that is no
different from skinning a tiger, but when she refused, she was not afraid at
all because if Tuoba Yu was enraged by her refusal, then he would not be able
to pursue the plans they discussed. Least to say, she wanted to ally herself
with Tuoba Yu, not as a loyal subordinate, nor as a woman he would love and
cherish either, he must familiarize himself with her manner of conduct!
Tuoba Yu saw the cold, detached expression on
her face felt a bit dejected and reluctantly let go of her hand.
Li Wei Yang immediately interjected: “I have
to return. Forgive me.” She turned and left, curt and brief.
Tuoba Yu blankly looked after her as she left,
feeling saddened, but he was not worried, there would be many opportunities to
win her heart in the future, there must be!
Li Wei Yang’s mind was racing, she had not
expected Tuoba Yu to bring up a request like that. She did not know if he had
genuine feelings or if he simply felt they were aboard the same boat? Based on
this, when this situation arises, she should not continue to meet Tuoba Yu.
But the palace struggles have only begun. The
Empress gave birth to Taizi, but over the years, the Emperor has been occupied
with court affairs, so he did not closely follow up on Taizi or the Empress’s
declining health, whose efforts were concentrated on helping the Emperor.
Helping Taizi had its limit, leading Taizi to have a weak and mediocre resolve.
If someone like that were to become Emperor, nothing good would come from it.
At least he was not a ruthless man, but the Emperor had more favorable sons.
Others will notice Wu Huangzi Tuoba Rui and Qi Huangzi Tuoba Yu. Firstly, for a
Huangzi to ascend to the throne, they must rely on the support of the maternal
clan and their own abilities. Without these two conditions, a Huangzi, while talented,
can only gaze upon the throne from afar. No one had considered that there was
still a venomous snake in the grasses, dreaming of becoming Emperor… She was
temporarily helping Tuoba Yu until Tuoba Zhen was defeated.
In the pavilion, Jiu Gongzhu cried out in
frustration: “He tricked me, saying he needed to go to the bathroom, where did
he run off to!”
Li Wei Yang smiled as she approached her,
asking: “Did Gongzhu lose Li Min De?”
Jiu Gongzhu was furious, but seeing Li Wei
Yang’s smile, she instinctively took a few steps back: “I… I…” She was
terrified of this young woman who simply smiled but feared neither the Heavens
nor Earth.
Tuoba Yu came and picked Jiu Gongzhu up by the
collar: “Let’s go. You still don’t want to go back, your Mufei must be worried!”
Jiu Gongzhu was carried up. She defiantly
shook her fists: “Qi ge, put me down! Qi ge, you are too much!”
Seeing a xiao guniang being carried away by
Tuoba Yu, the others quickly followed.
Li Wei Yang smiled and turned away: “Alright,
they’ve left. You can come out now.”
Li Min De came out from the side, smiling:
“How did Sanjie know I was here?”
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Translator: Chau
Editor: Panisa (In Progress)
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Next: Chapter 84 -------------------------------------------------
24 comments
Thank you for the chapter!!
ReplyDeleteThank you for the chapter!
ReplyDelete*sigh* Aya!! this pitiful naive Dianxia!! Doesn't he knows LWY already has LMD!? But it's really as wei yang said if you want the throne you have to be ruthless and decisive cuz really at the end people only remember the winner !! And how naive can you get ??? Feeling guilty for TBZ? Like for real?����
ReplyDeleteLWY only sees LMD as a little brother or replacement goldfish for her son from her previous life.
DeleteFor NOW she does ;)
DeleteAnd that last is the reason why he doesn't know that she 'has' LMD. Answering your own question and not realizing it or...? Also TBY no longer feels guilt for him. Obviously he would since he didn't know the full breadth of TBZ's schemes until now, though? Didn't you read that part? I'm confused again.....
DeleteThank you for the chapter~
ReplyDeleteThanks for the chapter<
ReplyDeleteMan i ship MC and Tuoba Yu
ReplyDeleteThank you for the chapter :)
ReplyDeleteWHY DO I SHIP TY AND LWY SO HARD. HELP ME.
ReplyDeleteSees all the TY x LWY ships in the comments. *sneakily slips LMD x LWY 4ever*
ReplyDeleteThanks for the chapter!
thanks for the chapter
ReplyDeleteThank you for the chapter!
ReplyDeleteReading about all the backstory of these huangzi...kinda pitiful. Born only to struggle all their lives...
LWY X TY shipper 😘
ReplyDeleteAnyway, thanks for the chapter :)
Deletethankz for the chapter, i really enjoy it. for all TY x LWY shipper, they got together in the drama series :)
ReplyDeleteThanks for the chapter. Poor Touba Yu will get his heart broken, LWY will definitely not want to love a man as her last experience was so horrible.
ReplyDeleteIt's not even love as much as the setting. She associated the imperial palace and its splendour with bloodbath and murders, smiles and kind words hiding poison and traps. The impression I get is that yes, she's a highly effective and efficient politician/courtier now, able to kill and eliminate people who attacked her without batting an eyelash, but even such an existence is annoying/tiring for her. She's so jaded that she didn't even think she could ever love him ("While she had the appearance of a xiao guniang, only remnants of her were left within, it was difficult for genuine feelings to arise.")
DeleteI think she's being fair to him that she tries to dissuade him and chase him away. Because that's what Tuoba Yu's difference from Tuoba Zhen - even if he looks icy on the outside, he still has a feeling heart. Not being able to win her love for years even as he had her as his wife is going to chip away at his strength.
Thanks for the new chapter! Shame Tuoba Yu. You'll have to keep trying if you want to win her over. XD
ReplyDeleteThanks for chapter. But I must say you use too much unnecessary pinyin. You can easily replace them with English words instead of making notes.
ReplyDeleteDissapointing that it's obvious she only lives for her revenge
ReplyDeleteWho would have thought that TY is actually nicer than TZ (after watching the drama, I mean)
ReplyDeleteah, lo siento Min De, no puedo verte como ML, sigues siendo un hermano menor!
ReplyDeleteEn mi corazon espero que Wei Yang quede con Tuoba Yu, el es mucho mejor